Waisting My Life Away

It’s working! It’s working! I know this because I feel like garbage. I couldn’t sleep a couple nights this week, my body aches, my head hurts, and a few mornings I struggled just to get out of bed.

It seems so harmless, sitting there in the corner on my living room. It’s a paperweight — or should be. It’s called a kettlebell, and I hate it.

I’ve done this before, I keep telling myself. I’ve lost the weight before. I was close to 200 pounds just 18 months ago. I dropped to 168 at my lowest. Then, it all came rushing back

It all started with an innocent Facebook post. Well, actually, let me back it up. It all started with a cheeseburger or 10 about a year ago.